Six O’Clock

Tancy Holden - self portrait

Yesterday at six o’clock I was fluffing pillows

baking quiche

and admiring lilacs, wisteria and red buds.

I was looking forward to dinner with friends.

I was slipping into something more comfortable

and watching my dogs chase each other around my yard.

Yesterday at six o’clock I was patting myself on the back  for escaping the gridlock that accompanied the nuclear summit.

Yesterday at six o’clock Tancy was riding her bicycle at 12th and New York Avenue

Maybe she was enjoying the weather

Looking forward to hanging paintings for her show

or playing the piano or horseback riding

She didn’t expect to be struck by a truck providing support for the nuclear summit.

She didn’t expect to die on April 12th.

Many years ago Tancy taught me an important lesson

her sudden passing has taught me another.

About the Author

I sat at the table in the little house next to the creek that was also just beginning to thaw and wrote. Pye Dives for the Oarlock Getting Baptized What I Left Behind Running Fishing With Mama They made their way from memory to story and then I stopped. I pushed aside Life Story and went kayaking on the creek now completely thawed and filled with spot and sailboats fishing boats and swans and just a few jellyfish. When I started again I wrote in a tiny room I could hardly breathe in that room. But I wasn’t there to breathe I was there to write. Back To Embudo Stephen Moves Into His Studio And I Get Drunk Mama Dies The Festival I added story like a child adding ornaments to an already full tree. Which was my favorite? Where did it belong? “I remember when I collected this one.” “I don’t care for that one any more but I cannot discard it yet.” Some had poetry. Some had pictures. Some even had recipes. Quince Preserves. NC Bar-b-queue. Collards. It was a feast. I fed bits of Life Story to friends then to strangers who swallowed it whole and said “May we have some more, please?” I gave it to them and went back to make more Life Story. When it was finished I sent Life Story on a journey with only a flimsy letter to keep it company. I was disappointed when Life Story came home with an even shorter rejection letter.

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  1. Bob Skye says:

    Brenda, I am sorry to hear about your friend’s sudden passing. It must be a horrible time for you. May her soul be with you always.
    Bob

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